Back to School

Back to school

    My chance to learn computer operation came when I heard from a Christian radio an ad about a scholarship offer for beginners. Their target was high school students. I went to gather information. The school is on the third floor of a building and as I am going up the stairs, I saw an ad written on a medium size blackboard, ‘Wanted 2 Auto CAD operators’. It gave me an idea that influences my decision later on.

      Well, I was accepted. There were a few courses to choose from and I opt for Basic Auto CAD. At the time, with my little knowledge, I thought it is a good choice. I was hoping to graduate and get the job as an operator plus they hinted on something like on the job training. A win-win situation pops in my mind.  

I prayed, “Lord, guide my way pls.”

     I was excited on my first day. I was an early bird because when I got there the lady receptionist was still cleaning and I have to wait outside the office. And later on I still have to wait for quite a time inside the office to wait for my classmates. Eventually, our school manager arrive and we went with her to our classroom which is in a rented house located a mile away from the main office.

      I didn’t miss a single day in class and in fact, I attend another class upon the invitation of an old instructor who told me that I can start teaching what I learned to beginners. It happened only once because when I got there the next day, I had the feeling that I’m not welcomed by other instructors who happened to be there. Besides the fact that I’m not really qualified. Actually, I’m only on for the experience.

      Graduation came after two months. It was simple and was finished on just over two hours. We were waiting for our diploma but were told that we can go back after three days to get it. After three days, as I was going up the stairs, I saw the same sign and it read, ‘Wanted Auto CAD operator. Must be an engineering or architectural student with at least two years in college.’ It annoyed me at the least. They handed me my diploma and I’m happy. The School President told me, “Come back here when you’re ready.” I don’t know what it means but I took it positively. And then another officer told me, “You’re voted as a model student of the year.” I was hoping that they will give me a certificate for it but there was none. I took everything in a positive kind of way. I was even hoping for something good to come out of this. But I didn’t stop. I enrolled in another school and at that time I believe, I’m on the right target.

The Shortcut

     There were a few schools who offers scholarship grant to attract students. It means low tuition fees.  I’m living on a tight budget and I am always attracted by anything that’s cheap. But it actually means they will teach you what your money’s worth. Its business and they have ingenious ways to bring education to the underprivileged.

      What I had in mind when I visit the school is a six months computer technician course. They are offering tuition cuts on a two year course. My wife tried to stop me. I perfectly understand why, but I promise her that I only want to see what I can learn in one semester.

       As we are near the end of the semester, I already got what I need. There is something more that I want before quitting. I needed a shortcut. I took up, in another school, a short course in PC Troubleshooting then quit. I don’t need a diploma. I just need to understand how to use my computer and be able to do some troubleshooting.

      Long ago, it was forced on me to play a dangerous game that only God can stop. Some gave it a name and called it, ‘staging a setback in life’ and others titled it ‘burn notice’ or simply ‘a burn game’. As for me it’s a repeat of the life of the Bible Prophet Job. But unlike Job, I’m doing what I can to parry the blows and blocked the flaming arrows thrown at me. Anyone who takes my side will automatically be in the game. It’s a deadly game. My wife who sticks it with me through thick or thin is already sick for life. Her heart can’t take the pressure. The only way to survive is to be free. I kept on moving on. My years spent on the sea made me tough. I know that if I stay close to the Lord God Almighty, I will not lose and I’m not aiming to win either. I just want to be alive and serve God any which way I can. I don’t hate anyone, it’s bad for health and I have a forgiving spirit. I always pray to God. May Jesus send His angels? If God is with me, who can be against me?